Saturday, 30 October 2010



It's mee.. sometimes can be too drastic.
I can change my mind within few seconds.

After i think like thousand times...
I rather take a low cost car.
ha3... coz its better for me to give priority for properties.

Investment should be better.
Now, i can talk about investement already. Ahaks!
Something that i never talk before.

However, I don;t consider myself as 'grown up'.
I just consider myself as growin' crawling.

Now, i got another big life changing plan in my head as i know that I have no time to play and I am no longer a kid or teenager.
Yea~ i no longer describe myself in that way~ anymore!.

But~.. i am not kidding!

Its big... really big.
Will post once done!


Friday, 17 September 2010


After i booked everything, loan approved already. Suddenly I changed my mind.
I don't want vios because I just don't want.
So, I am looking for another car.

Sunday, 22 August 2010

Now I love 21...but today is 22nd of Aug 2010.

22 Aug 2009: I attended on event. I was so called as Malam Graduan at one of the church in Kajang. I still remember that I was there (in the church) but my heart was away: I mean away outside... my mind was somewhere... I was physically there but not mentally. I was just ONE fresh grad: know nothing about world and how to survive.

22 Aug 2010: I am now sitting on a chair at a corner of OCBC office in Menara TM, waiting for my Vios to arrive. =) Sounds good: for sure feel good too... But one thing i will always remember is:
I thank God for everything: for the ups and downs.

One more thing: Nobody give me any gift on my graduation day (realising that I am not important to anybody). However, there was a stranger came to me and offer me a cup off coffee. Said: Congratulation!! With a bright smile. That person stayed besides me then~ up to now. He is now my lover and I am a lover of him too.

His name is xxxx xxxx xxxx and I am in love with him.
I do admit it!

Sept 29, 2012 : The name removed because the relationship did not work. T_T!

Thursday, 6 May 2010

Noromuk Nodi Lugu'd Piginawan 'TO'

'to' means 'us' in my language. KITO = both of us
Suddenly, i like this song. ho3..
First of all, i love the voice.
And then i learn to understand the meaning.
So, i decided to share what is the meaning of the song in my profile.

Here is the lyrics; (together with translation)

Bolobok kosuabon natalup nodi-The dews in the dawn already vanished
Siora notitihan dilo tadau-When it stunt by the sun
Miagal nogi'd dilo tupus ku dia-Just like my love for you
Tumalup soirad notitiu pitagadan-Vanished by the fights

Umbalan kud mongulud di nohukotno-I tried to fix what messed up
Ruma'ag nogid lugu'd pipusan-But the core of our love is getting worst
Baino misonong suab mitogod kito-Today we love, but tomorrow we fight again
Noromuk nodi lugu'd piginawan to-The core of our love has gone astray

Ralan do piupusan to natagak kodi-The path of our love is longer exist
Tumagak nodi kotumbayan ku diya-I am losing my faith for you
Poingkuro pod mongundar di nolunuk no-How to fix is it’s already destroyed
Nung nokologos mantad did pogulu-And been abandon for ages

Alansan oku po da mantad do id dia.-I hope one thing from you
Romiton po boros ku di tohuri-Please try to accept what I told you before
Umbalan no da'a do mamarati-Please try to understand
Sundung tu aiso nodi pirotian to-Even though we no longer have reciprocal

Wednesday, 5 May 2010


After 4 years meninggalkan Labuan Matriculation College, baru dapat dtg ke Labuan again today. Fight Ak5176 7.50 a.m. So, bertolak dari Damansara jam 4 pagi.
sampai kat Labuan sharp jam 10.00 a.m . 15 minutes earlier that what scheduled.
So, terpaksa la tunggu abang aku sampai jap. Sampi rumah jer aku terus kemas2 rumah abang aku and then terlelap. Teramat sangatlah penatnyer..

Now dah sleepy tapi xleh nak tido.
Sangat2 panas kat sini.

Monday, 3 May 2010


Gambar ni semuanya aku ambil masa kali last aku balik kampung hr tuh..
end of 2008. Now dah 2010... agaknyer budak2 nih still kenal aku ke tak yer?

After 6 Months

After 6 Months..

Today going to be the end of my probation.
But~ no any news yet.
My manager haven't inform me anything.
I don't mind being kicked out from this company.
The pay is good but the job is damn hard.
If i am kicked out, i will say YEAH!!
If i am honoured to continue with this company, i'm gonna say Thanks God!
But somehow, i will only stay for maximum of 2 years.

Tomorrow, i am going to Labuan.
Because i am now on LEAVE.
3 may-16 may 2010.

Sunday, 28 March 2010


***current update***
has become a workaholic lady..

busy planning

Saturday, 20 February 2010

WHere i am?

I'm now working inside this buliding at 21st floor..

If you're free, lets come and have a lunch with me. =D
COz i am good in term of eating.

Tuesday, 16 February 2010

No title 1

Thanks God

I always think..if we fail, its not wrong to feel down but always remember to get up.

It's been quite sometime already..
A year.. Thank God that I've gone thru 2009, successfully i guess.. (yes please)
Another new year..and i hope everything will be just fine.
I forgot its a new year, i forgot its 04022010, i forgot its Valentine.
However, this year 'IS' the most beautiful Valentine i ever had..

I never think something beautiful like this can happen.
I never think something painfull like this can happen.
I never think something like this can hurt me this much.
I never think something like this can make me grow up.
I never think something like this can make me stronger.
I never think something like this can put me in a tense miserable mind.
I never think because just like most of my friends say : I'm a Blurr..
but L.O.V.E make things possible.

Alright actually, just now i have new friends..just to mention,
Rishani, SHahrum, Faizal, Lee Wenxu, Nurul, Jacqueline, Deevan, Shoba, BhAVarnesse.
of course i met them in in OCBC bank. ha3..

But my old friends always has the precious uncountable value.

New target: My own car before i'm 23. =D